“Kalau maunya banyak, kenapa tidak mau tanggung jawab banyak?”
-mario teguh

You know day?

My parent was long time a go left me here in this house. At that time I was stayed with may grandmother, he old and next time I am rilease that he would be dead. And this my bad dream become the fact. Although it not the first time happened to me but it so sick and sick, till this time.

Some time I don’t riceave this fate happen to myself. But wily nilly I must receave it, must. Next time god willing, if Allah give me time and opportunity I’d like to tell you how my grandmother and when he go forever.

I was still remember till this time when my father and my mother left me. This happen in the nigh when I am still a children. Although I am still mall at that time but I know that my parent will left me for long time and I never aware that its because of my important thing.

I know that time only I must with parent and I don’t want to accompany my grandmother, only that!
There is some body of my neighbor said “how empty are you ” and sure that I said like that too in the my heart.

Altough my parent still life but I don’t fill that they life. They life in the sending of money to finance my neccesery and other.
And righ now, both came to them house for several time. Happy? Of cors. Such I said yesterday, that I wait laike this time and I such want to always say thanks to Allah.

Alrigh day, inaugh may be for this time. Next time, when I have time to tell you everything. But, I don’t sure , because us you know that I am not spirit for this time. I don’t know why. If you ask me it. Certainly, I want to get a scholarship to abroad (Australia or Europa( may I wrong if I di it? Not “or but and”) Amen. . .)
Pamekasan,09 juli 2009